I need to hurt people, I need to be at her side! But I can't do a damn thing. I've had broken ribs, I've actually been stabbed and it's nothing compared to this pain. I don't know ...what I'm feeling. I had successfully made myself forget how to feel. And then I get the news and it's like losing everything. All over again. I can't breathe, I don't wanna breathe. I can't sleep, eat ....think.
Even worse, I don't even get the news first hand, everything's like this...network and I'm at the bottom of it.
The one person in the world that believed in me from the moment I was born. It didn't matter what everyone else thought or said, I knew she w